The highest satisfaction..of reach target

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Dear,..this month feel so hard
special target,,..on LOC letter of commitment from head office..
alco or a flow over rate...2.2 M
all effort i ve done..
all trick i ve practised..
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all day, and continue night I am conduct the team to reach target..
to brief them,..to lead them..my subbordinate..
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in a day iam be a soldier,..a field employeee...
an in the night..must contunue the task...in this last week..
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cos,..if i fail in the target,..my be a management ll hang me...he..he..
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all pray,..all bless I ve reached..
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and finally,..this night..!!
I can touch the target,..so fantastic..!
the emphaty of them...to cover me..
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Iam successs,..Allah llways bless us..
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a hard struggling in my career...!!!
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I srill stndin here..
Thanks my God

Thanks my all of crew..
Thanks 4 all of you who luve me...

Ciao..

my alco targets,and achieve midle of month

my letter to my friend

Assalamualaikum wr wb,..


Sahabat,..
Pengin curhat aja,..


6 tahun hidup mengelana,..pindah pindah cabang,..( tanpa bisa ngumpul ama anak istri..)
ternyata kadang " membuat jiwa ini kering".....dan menuntut kita untuk berpikir bagaimana menjalani,..dan mengambil keputusan untuk melanjutkan hidup..

6 tahun tersebut,..adalah immaterial cost yg cukup besaaaar,,,!

saat2, setiap hari tidak bisa memandang sorot mata anak2ku yg tulus ,...ajaib,dan perlu bimbingan..
saat2, setiap hari tidak bisa menemani istri tercinta....yg berjuang mengurus anak sendiri....
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Meski kita harus tetap balanced melihat sisi positip dari "perjuangan " ini,...
pengalaman hidup di beberapa kota,..ketemu banyak teman yg "hebat"...
adalah harta yg tak ternilai yg terkumpul dalam media pengalaman,...di sanubari kita....
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Sisa sisa egoisme laki2 yg pengin selalu memenangkan ' tantangan',..dan rintangan hidup seberapa besar apapun juga,...kadang harus bersinggungan dengan kompromi kepentingan keluarga....
(.dan ratapan anakku yg menyebut2, dan mencari Bapak nya yg jauh,... saat mereka menangis...)

Meski perjuangan ini,..( insyaallah) akan di klaim sebagai ibadah,...akan tetapi terasa juga ibadah2 maghdlah sering berkurang kwalitasnya,..krn hidup dalam kesendirian,..dan terjerat dalam " rutinity trap",..selaku profesional employee...

Tidak adakah jalan lain "beibadah" jihad mencari nafkah anak istri,..tanpa harus meninggalkan mereka...???..

( Bukankah,.dengar2 .rejeki kita akan lebih berlimpah dan barokah,...apabila suasana dekat dengan keluarga..???..)
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Sementara ketika ekspektasi kita kadang bertabarakan dengan kepentingan company,..yg selalu konsisten dengan kepentingan "selapis" nya ,..yaitu "profit",...!!!
tanpa pernah memperhatikan,..bagaimana karyawan menjalankan tugasnya dengan,....berbagai pengorbanan termasuk,...jauh dari keluarga..
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Kadang rasa takut,..kita akan kesulitan mencari jalan rizki di luar perusahaan ini memang sering menghantui,...
mungkin wajar,..kita bak kucing hutan yg kelamaan jadi "kucing rumahan",..selalu di sediain jatah makanan,..ketika kucing hutan akan berusaha kembali ke " kehidupan liar" nya,...ke hutan nyari makan sendiri...pasti ada mental barrier yg menghadang...!!!...krn kita sudah jinak...
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Tapi,..bukankah kita selalu meneriakkan takbir " allahu akbar"..???...
yg kebesaran Allah tidak hanya sebatas hanya di dalam perusahaan ini saja....
Toh,..orang lain ga harus jadi karyawan FIF juga bisa hidup,..bahkan bisa kaya dan berkecukupan.....
kalo kayak kita,....kapan kita bisa kaya kalo cuman ngandelin gaji bulanan...he..he..
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Sahabat,...saya ga tau juga arah tulisan saya ini kemana...
yg pasti saya lagi berfikir,..menyiapkan " transition session" dalam jenjang hidup saya...
Dan Allah juga sedang mempersiapkan skenario terbaik nya untuk hidup ku..
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andai masih di FIF ,..berarti memang inilah wasilah terbaik dari Nya,..untuk menjadikan "tool" sebagai tempat menafkahi keluarga...
tapi kalo tidak harus bersama 2 perusahaan ini pun,...saya yakin Allah sangat menyayangi saya, seperti selama ini..


Ya, Rabb tunjukilah hambamu ini...
untuk lebih mendekat ke jalan Mu..



Amin.

Wassalamualaikum Wr wb


Adhie

A lonely movie..

World,..
i feel so lonely,..
today is saturday,...but its a 3rd week,..that my office so optimalize the collection..
and special for this month,...there a special treatment for me..
the auditor from head office,..sett a special target to my branch..
we getting engagement on LOC,..letter of commitment..!!
we must,..achieve ALCO on target just 2.2 M,..principple amount that allowed to flow to next older bucket of overdue..., nect cycle..!!
an we must collect,..on refenue..3.1 M..!!
a hard 'operation",..that i must lead,..as a general..he..he as an officer...!!!..
may be u can call me a little ceo..ha..ha..
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so ,.now,,the saturday night,...I feel so lonely,...my family in so far away..
my lovely wife,..Fa,..an my three lovely doughter...imas, iyas , and icha...
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wuwh,.it so hard living..
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but I must be creative to kill my time..
i go to a local,..an dirty movie..in Subang.,this little town.
"kambing jantan" the title...its mean a male goat..he..ha..
based on a storry on blogg,..but directored by Rudy sujarwo..
its OK,...a un ussual theme,..and I enjoyed..
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mybe i an a writer too..ha..ha..
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this fim ,..represent of may personality...,tell a storry ,who some one who trapped on a un like work..!! he forced by his parent,.. to study in acollece ,...australia,..faculty of finance.., but really he absolutely,.cant accept and absolutely,...he have no 'talent" on a finance..!!
oh goss..
he just wanne be a blogger..., a story teller...!! he..he
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ok, this poor film,..entertain me this night..

to my luvely, wife..iluv u so much..
but this ife,..separate us..he..he
be patient......

David vs Goliath..

Dear,..
Here we re...the rummors,that we can prejudice ,..its a continueing of the "hard review' from head Office, by IGJ and JJU..
My BM must be switch to Branch Pangkalan Bun, Midle of Kalimantan.( Borneo)
wow,..whatta rumors..???
More informers,..say My BM empeeched away,..he..he switched away to a small and so far branch...bcause He always just command,..have no concept,...and can "protect" the subordinate...!!..even He always srtrive me...in a hard review...!!!
the out of role from BM...!!
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this decisssion taken in a situation of high profitability from my branch..!!
a collection bassed bussiness..
and me,..a collection sec head in this branch.!
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Bye, Mr Baringin..
see u ( in a maturity...)

Long time no see,..yeah

Hi, world..
a tight bussiness,..review from a head office make me so fullconcentrated in this company..
an intrique from,...the "uncapable" branch manager of mine so,..mock me..he..
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the Arrea Head, from Jabar I,..( west Java division )..Mr JJU , try to reveal it with a nice and a tricky way...
He act like an angel who hear us,...hear our problem.
one by one officer ask for let it out about "un trust" an miss relationship in this branch....!!
a private councelling...!!....and the He make a meeting to contradict of us...!!!..he...he
a brave mentally,..to be honest,..to mak an critic ,..to all of us...
but,..its Ok,.to make a better condition of us...he..he
un trust,..a conspiracy,..a local racissm issue., a manipulation,..un obey employeee..., or a stubborn employee like me..he..he.
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But I confused,..for Mr JJU..
Really He is a angel for me..or an evil..???..he
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The time ill answer..!!!

go a way, Racism..!!!

Hi,..good morning..
I am still in office,...continue mya meeting ,..start from yesterday,..at 10 am till now..6 am,..in different day..he..he..
I must prepare,.. a data to give my responsibility as a manager..!! to management head office...!!
feel so hard,...all night long..!!..
more feel so illfeel,..whent my BM is a stupid,..person..!!!
He from,.. a north sumatra,..a different island from me..!!..
so arogan,...and never act as a leader,..he just can blame and blame us ,..as section head...!!! and no give a solution, Maaan...!!!

but really,...he just narrow mind..!!..
..its .not just from my comment..
all of us,..a subang branch employee,..say like that..!!!..
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He make a blunder too,...that bring a regional sentiment,..or a region racism,..to conduct us,..!!!
he declare,..that he and his family,..is " ubber alles"...!!..
he claim that " the sumatras" upper than a javanese...ha..ha..ha...
sorry,..friend!!! ..to all of u in sumatra,..batak,..that its just opinion from a one of u,..but not a representer of all of U..he..he

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so,..un intellect personality....!!
wait a time,...a time bomb ill be exploded..!!...( maybe by me..!!)...

in my holly book, Quran..
Allah make a difference of us,..its in order to we learn each other..!!!..in thera a blessing inside in the difference...!!!
it s proove that,..Allah is an Al Mighty..!!!
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erase a rasism from the earth..!!
my solidaity too,..for an athlets, a soccerer in all leage in the world,...esspecially for coloured athlet...who,..be a victim of a racism..!!

hi, eto'o,..hi botilla...hi kollo toure...we luv u..!!
ure so great,..!!...